First entry

What am I supposed to say in a first entry? Technically, this is my second blog. I let my old one die because I wanted to let go. The old one was filled with anger and bitterness. And too many people were tuning in. At least now, I have a fresh start, and I can gradually invite the people I love into the inner sanctum. Who am I? I don't know myself!! You would think that as a 23-year-old, I would have gotten at least a little bit of my life figured out, but the older one gets, the more one realises that one has not learnt in a proportionate rate to the ageing process. Or at least, when one is young, one has the excuse that one can figure it out as we go along... And then when one grows older, one realises that the excuse doesn't work anymore... Yah well, what can we do? Move on. I think I'm a person of extremes. When I eat, I BINGE. When I exercise, I am a frenetic compulsive workout maniac. When I work, I work hard. When I slack, I don't have to pluck myself off the couch for ages. And when I watch TV, ok don't get me started.... Other than that, I think I'm a pretty average girl. I'm blessed with a wonderful family and a pretty decent life. I have my set of issues, but I don't think my problems are huge compared to what some other people are going through. I think I'm pretty shy, but others mistake it for "dao-ness"(maybe cos i have a dao face!!!) But you always wonder how people actually receive you, whether the way they treat you really corresponds to what they think of you, you know what I mean? Ok I won't give away too much else for now....