It's been a very eventful week. There was edudine and my sister's birthday. Oh and The Canteen. And Beat's birthday bbq. But I think there was a train of thought I was following that kind of distracted me quite a bit.

I'll have to deal with what exactly I'm thinking. I don't really know. Heck, I think other people would know better than I do what I am feeling and why I am feeling this way. Sometimes people insist that you think or you feel a certain way, as you insist vehemently that it is not so. And yet, sometimes these people turn out to be true.

So if I'm thinking a certain thing, who is to know that it is actually not really reflective of who I am and what is the truth. Or maybe, by default, I should take it that I am usually wrong about these things, because the track record seems to prove it.

I'm confused. And this lack of self-awareness is proving very tiring. I wish someone could come and tell me all the answers. To explain to me what I should do and why I am driving myself crazy with all these random thoughts. Anyone who knows me well enough to advise me thus put your hands up.

I also wish I had a mind-reading machine. That would help solve some problems.